When they all gone
When everything you try to sustain destroyed…
What will left for you?
Is there love to begin with?
Is there trust to begin with?
If its something you begin just because you think you should do it…
Without your heart in it, and you end up loving it…
It would be too late to start love it that time
Because there’s already too much lie in it
Because there’s already too much hate in it
I… I promise myself
that I won’t be that stupid anymore
I promise myself
I won’t have a relationship with someone I really love
Its a promise, I make with myself
I promise myself
that I will treat people, just like their status
I will treat friends like friends
I will treat family like family
I will treat best friend like best friend
So I won’t be confuse anymore
So I won’t hurt anyone anymore
So I won’t get hurt anymore…
what would you do?
when my heart fly somewhere else
when you can’t catch it anymore?
when i hate you more than i love you
when i wish you to disappear more than i wish you are here?
i’m not always here, waiting for you
i’ll be there, being someone else you didn’t know
being a girl who you didn’t know
i can’t wait for you forever…
i just can’t.
i love you, even though i hate you
while we’re at it, why don’t we go as far as we could?
why don’t we struggle as hard as we can?
so there won’t be any regret?
even though maybe what we’re doing are too absurd until we can’t really explain it to others
even though maybe what we’re doing are too outrageous until there’s no one would help us
why don’t we just run?
we could run, as far as our leg can bring us
this road we’re walking right now, we can’t see the end of it
but one thing i’m sure about, about this road…
we’ll reach the end of it,
even though maybe we’ll quarrel many times
even though maybe we’ll hate each other many times
even though maybe… maybe we’ll love each other for eternity…
someone dreaming of something.
he didn’t want to be like him.
she didn’t want to be like her.
someone dreaming of something…
that he won’t take care of anything like he did.
that she won’t take care of anything like her did.
someone dreaming of something…
that when he grew up, he won’t be like him.
that when she grew up, she won’t be like her.
someone dreaming of something…
something so absurd that when she think about it again, its just really absurd.
something so good that when he think about it again, its just really too good to be true.
someone dreaming of something…
and we should keep dreaming, like we always do
When the world no longer need you…
What would you do?
When someone you like didn’t like you anymore…
What would you do?
When someone think you’re not worth for all they already do for you…
What would you do?
Sometimes, all what matter in this world is just the relationship. The relationship between you and the other. Thats what make you live in this world.
That what make you worth for all they do for you.
If you lost all your relationship…
What would you do?
Sometimes, being yourself…
Isn’t something your friend around you want.
Sometimes you must lie.
Sometimes you must pretend.
Does pretend… become very tiring for you?
Many times, we live in our facade…
Tired living all the lie you make?
Then, it’s time to move.
Time to block all you hate.
Time to defend yourself.
Time to bless yourself.
And… maybe it’s time to be honest to yourself.
How I wish I could change!
How I wish I could be someone else!
Maybe it’s better if I’m dead.
But then… I’ll be burn in Heaven.
Maybe it’s better if I disappeared.
But then… I’ll be frozen in Hell.
Cause what I do, have the opposite concequences.
Time passed by, without letting me hold on something.
Time passed by, without letting me collect my courage.
Time passed by, without letting me understand a scene.
Time passed by, and let me mature.
Just by taking a glimpse of everything.
Time passed by… I wish I could do something about it.
Anger.
Pressure.
Hatred.
I already got that.
Hate me?
It’s just because you’re jealous of me.
Cause… I’m just so damn cool and evil.
Angry to me?
It’s just because you’re afraid of me.
Cause… I’m the one who can crush your very core.
Pressuring me?
It’s just because you’re depend on me.
Cause… you can do nothing without me.
Accept it or not…
It’s the truth.
What do you think?
I don’t care…
