You said love but what I hear is hatred.
You said care but what I hear is ignorance.
Nothing you said is done.
You always order other to do what you said
While you yourself only sit leisurely in your throne.
Your so-called throne.
Whatever you said should be done.
No matter how impossible it is
Whatever you want we should follow it
No matter how silly it sounds
No matter how hard I rebel
No matter how hard I try to explain myself
Its always you yourself who refuse to understand
There was a guy, who lived to his heart content
He steal when he want to steal
He eat when he want to eat
He work when he want to work
And he never stay for a long time in one place
Every guy envy his life style
Every girl adore him
Its not like its easy to live the way he does
He work hard
He play hard
He live peacefully
Sometimes he pick a fight with some random guy
Sometimes he treat all people he know in that place to a feast
Everyone think that he must be happy the way he is now
But why, oh why… Does his heart always ache?
There’s a girl, hoping for her dream to come true
Every day, every night, she pray
She pray so the Lord would grant her wish.
She have one simple wish
She hope that this year, no one will be sick or sad
No one would feel desperate and get misfortune
She hope that this year, everyone would have a smile on their face
Everyone would be in joy and happiness
She tried her best to make it happened
She helped the elder to clean their house
She helped the farmer to water his crops
She helped the sheperd bring his sheep back
Everyone she knows, Everyone around her is happy now
She get what she want.
But why, oh why did she feel empty inside?
When they all gone
When everything you try to sustain destroyed…
What will left for you?
Is there love to begin with?
Is there trust to begin with?
If its something you begin just because you think you should do it…
Without your heart in it, and you end up loving it…
It would be too late to start love it that time
Because there’s already too much lie in it
Because there’s already too much hate in it
I… I promise myself
that I won’t be that stupid anymore
I promise myself
I won’t have a relationship with someone I really love
Its a promise, I make with myself
I promise myself
that I will treat people, just like their status
I will treat friends like friends
I will treat family like family
I will treat best friend like best friend
So I won’t be confuse anymore
So I won’t hurt anyone anymore
So I won’t get hurt anymore…
what would you do?
when my heart fly somewhere else
when you can’t catch it anymore?
when i hate you more than i love you
when i wish you to disappear more than i wish you are here?
i’m not always here, waiting for you
i’ll be there, being someone else you didn’t know
being a girl who you didn’t know
i can’t wait for you forever…
i just can’t.
i love you, even though i hate you
while we’re at it, why don’t we go as far as we could?
why don’t we struggle as hard as we can?
so there won’t be any regret?
even though maybe what we’re doing are too absurd until we can’t really explain it to others
even though maybe what we’re doing are too outrageous until there’s no one would help us
why don’t we just run?
we could run, as far as our leg can bring us
this road we’re walking right now, we can’t see the end of it
but one thing i’m sure about, about this road…
we’ll reach the end of it,
even though maybe we’ll quarrel many times
even though maybe we’ll hate each other many times
even though maybe… maybe we’ll love each other for eternity…
someone dreaming of something.
he didn’t want to be like him.
she didn’t want to be like her.
someone dreaming of something…
that he won’t take care of anything like he did.
that she won’t take care of anything like her did.
someone dreaming of something…
that when he grew up, he won’t be like him.
that when she grew up, she won’t be like her.
someone dreaming of something…
something so absurd that when she think about it again, its just really absurd.
something so good that when he think about it again, its just really too good to be true.
someone dreaming of something…
and we should keep dreaming, like we always do
When the world no longer need you…
What would you do?
When someone you like didn’t like you anymore…
What would you do?
When someone think you’re not worth for all they already do for you…
What would you do?
Sometimes, all what matter in this world is just the relationship. The relationship between you and the other. Thats what make you live in this world.
That what make you worth for all they do for you.
If you lost all your relationship…
What would you do?
Sometimes, being yourself…
Isn’t something your friend around you want.
Sometimes you must lie.
Sometimes you must pretend.
Does pretend… become very tiring for you?
Many times, we live in our facade…
Tired living all the lie you make?
Then, it’s time to move.
Time to block all you hate.
Time to defend yourself.
Time to bless yourself.
And… maybe it’s time to be honest to yourself.
